I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common girl with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've oved him with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough and would always be. I finally understood what true love meant love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.It does not take offense and is not resentful. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.It is said that best love is of the kind that awakens the soul and makes on reach more,that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what he has given me.He is, and always have been, my dream. I'm crazy about him,about everything he do ! The way he talks.the way he loves me,the way he cares for me,the way he walks. No one can be better ! But I do have many flaws,he's just so perfect.I do hurt him at times. I hate it when he cries 'cause of me. At times I behave in a way I shouldn't.And still he forgives me everytime the same way.I don't know how could I be so lucky to have him.And now that I have him no matter what I won't ever let him go. I cannot go a second without him.Dosen't matter how so much occupied I may be he's always on my mind.He's all I would ever need! At times we've had fights and those were really "fights" and those kinda fights took place all 'cause of me.I start hating myself everytime I hurt him.My happiness lies in him.He means my life to me and when I'm the reason behind his sadness I feel the worst.No power in the universe can seperate him from me. But still everytime he talks about the same I breakdown. Though I know he can't stay away from me for long far is the query of departing forever.Still I cry everytime we fight.Though we've had a number of fights,we argued a lot many times,quite many times he spoke about seperation but then I know and so do he,we can never be seperated as we aren't just in a relationship ,our souls are connected,they always have been. He was my dream. He made me who I am, and holding him in my arms was more natural to me than my own heartbeat. I think about him all the time. Even now, when I'm sitting here, I think about him. There could never have been another.He's the only one. Last month was his birthday,the one I spoiled.The more I think about it the more I start hating myself.How can I be so lunatic ? I don't know how am I suppose to apologize,do I even deserve one ? I just wanted to wish him first but I wasn't able to.And then I got upset for the same and messed it all. From months I was waiting for this very day and when it arrrived I wasn't able to make any of it.I would have wished truck-loads of blissful moments for my baby.I wanted to make it really special but all I did was just the adverse.And so would I ask for an apology! In case I deserve. My baby is afraid if a day I grow up.And thus he keeps on teeling me never to.And so won't I ,ever.Even I don't get myself at times,I go crazy,I hurt himand then I cry,cry for all I did. I want to be his only kid,his only one.I want him to love me more than I'd ever be able to imagine.He's the best anyone could ever get and I'm exceptionally blessed to have him. I didn't plan to fall in love with him but once we met it was beyond my control.I am in love, and the feeling is even more wonderful than I ever imagined it could be.Beneath the blanket of stars,close to nature I want to stay with him,now and more than forever.I just need him close to me,so close that even air couldn't seperate us.Dosen't matter where I go,I need his hand always interlocked in mine.I need him more than he'd ever know.And when I say "all of it" am serious.Every moment that I've been with him has been my best ever.Come what may,I'd make him stay! I'd do anything to prove it all to him.I know,my feelings for him won't ever change.I would always stay the same for my baby.I love him more than anyone would have ever imagined,more than anyone could ever imagine and more than anyone would have ever loved someone.! I cannot thank god much ,he's the answer to every prayer I offered,and has become every reason that I pray.My happiness lies in him,my comfort rests in him and it won't matter to me what may happen tomorrow he'd always be the only person I'd ever love.I love you my baby!